Crappy life. Crappy new tabulas journal editor. Crap is everything and everything is crap. Makes more sense than than anything else. I'm going to leave you at that notion.

 

This blog is inactive, just reread everything and it was...well...well, I'm not going to finish the sentence.

 

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I'm back for almost a year of being lost.

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I'm such a fan of Shin-Ra Electrical Power Company from FFVII. Don't know why exactly but the company kicks ass. They have good minions, I mean the Turks and the SOLDIER. It's cool. The plot of the game is great and the prequels and sequels as well. I'm such a fan.

So one of my dream is to be a Shinra employee, even in the lowest rank. I'm reading a fanfiction about it, and the fic portray everything about the company well.


Oh well, but I got to go. I will just continue my rant here maybe next time.

I don’t know what to say
Or even where to start
But I never would have guessed
It’s you to break my heart

You can just walk away
But I don’t feel the same
My love for you was true
And to you it was all game

I wish there is a way
I could go back in time
To hold you in my arms
As if you were still mine

Please tell me…
when this pain will go away
When I’ll forget the past
and move to another day

Where just for once
your face wont cross my mind
I wont think of our memories
I just leave all them behind

I wont think of our good days
Or the way you made me fell
I’ll move onto someone new
Someone whose love is real

I wont miss your arms around me
holding me so tight
I won’t long fell your body
pressed against mine

Through the night
The memory of your kiss will finally disappear
And never again
Shall shed another tear

I say all this right now
Wishing it could be true
But I know tonight I’ll go to bed
Crying over you

What a futile blog...

No one seems to care...

I guess I have to delete this soon.

..but whatever it is, I will still tell what I want to...good or bad.

Hell life